eyes for seeing

i was going to blog about something that made me feel less than happy
but i think, thinking that way can only make me feel crappy when i don't have to be

its not like it really matters, if i want to be a good person truly, i shouldn't need to get noticed or appreciated for it. it just shows me a little more of myself. usually when you do something selfless no one will notice, not to say that I act selflessly at all. Ha, i surely dont act selflessly. Most things i do are for my personal benefit but for all those people are selfless, i envy you, can't i learn to be more like you

think, how many people do you know that are selfless and get a lot of praise for it. its very few, because when your selfless, no one really notices.

.. when i did a little good, i was hoping for a little bit back, but thats not what i should look for in life, a little bit back