and just like that

the battery died

there are more 1000 words to describe a feeling, and sometimes there are no words to describe another, isn't it odd how it works that way. this week went by fast, lately when i go to next class i think to myself "this class really isnt that bad, why do you hate it so much" and it makes it feel so much better, like school isn't so bad. It feels bad though, at night, when i know i need to wake up the next morning haha.

im actually glad now, that im going to california in two weeks. its weird, i've honestly never "missed" my brother, i've felt guilty about it but its just how i didnt feel. But now im really excited to see him, we dont talk much but i get him. Sometimes he's called just to talk, cause he's alone on the other side of the country, its actually nice, to get to talk with your brother. He's been on a 6 month cruise so i haven't talked to him for a while, and i.. miss him haha its different


dun dun dun dun i hear music in my head, this month will be good