I Have

All the materials
None of the motivation


some people are truly blind, some see everything. I don't know what i am. When i graduate will I be leaving? i think i might join the navy, and leave for 6 years. I wont be back until im 24 it would be goodbye to everything i know. By then what will have happened while i was gone. My friends will be all over the country, or hopefully they could still be around so i can still see them from time to time. My mom will be off somewhere, far from this house, and my dad will be rotting in it, alone. I really hope not. Will I really be different? Will a mature and be a man by then? Will i know where im going in life by then? idk. I'll turn out like my brother. A feeling of complete loneliness, everyone you care about is gone and it is impossible to see them.

Am i blind to the truth or do i see everything. When you see everything, you see things you wish you hadn't