Air War

life is one way, then its another

i hate the feeling that i get, when i think its like... ashdafg i cant organize my thoughts


i sit down and a feeling comes up in my brain, it feels like, the same way it did once in the past. For those few seconds im truly in the past its ludicrous. I hate it, because it makes me feel sad for some reason, like now isnt the same as it was then, and there is no way of changing that and i want THEN so much more than i want NOW. its complicated and confusing