Noo, whyy?

im sorry, i did everything i could.. and you are now asking me not too..

awww gym baby

peanuts making me feel gooood, makin me feel flooo-rida
i feel like today was a success, though, i didnt do a thing at all

i guess i did, but overall it was boring, but now i feel like i had a great day, dont know why

things i did today:
-hated school
-officially "wompzilla"d nghias car
- voted for isiah
-got my hard copy license
- beat mgs4
- gym with kirb kirb jabu jabu dan dan

Rex vs. Ray

i think im going to start showering at night, and waking up later in the morning
i really want to get a car, just so i can support myself more than i am now

Nghia

is a grown ass man

Yeeah son

i really want to change my schedule, so maybe i get 2nd block math and i'll have maybe 3rd block english(it would be great to get another english class) and then early release 4th

i would honestly feel bad for leaving rianne and Janelle in that lunch but oh well hahaha

I remember

talking about the first time i met everyone got me feeling weird, in 9th grade i thought everyone was so cool and everyone was so new and fun

i remember..

-meeting kirby in sixth grade and being best friends alone haha
-isiah in 8th grade doing wrestling, and ms copon
-meeting ejay and vince at vbs, me and ejay played a stupid game the first time we hung out, we threw logs at trees hahaha
-tim at youth, he was crazy and hanging out at his house with everyone
-i remember lunch with rianne and kyle and andrew
-i remember the first time i saw andrew with his fohawk haha and me him and kyle would go to a separate table to talk about good looking girls.
-walking to wendys and i remember me and ronnie were talking about wendy then jordyn, and we didnt even realize that jordyn would be a big mistake one day hahahaha.. man
-i remember going to neslys house and laying down and everyone went to sleep cause we all felt like crap but then we played around to bring the mood up
- i remember apics when everyone would gather and mess around
- i remember me nghia kirby and minh would hang out at nghias all the time, mario kart and lan halo with cookie

even now we are creating new memories, i could go on for days but this is all for now

just like that

everyone i was communicating with tonight suddenly went to sleep

im not tired but i guess its my turn to sleep

last night's

atmosphere was really nice

i wish it could be that way foreverZ

ho ho ho colin and ipsen

"Ipsen and his good friend Colin worked at a tavern in Treno. One day, Ipsen got a letter. The letter was so wet from rain that most of the writing was illegible. The only part he could read said 'Come back home.'. Nowadays, we have airships and stuff, but back then, it was really hard to travel. He didn't know why he had to go back, but he got some time off, gathered his things, and set out on his journey home. He walked a thousand leagues through the Mist. Sometimes he was attacked by vicious monsters, but he made it, because his friend Colin was by his side. And then, after much time on the road... He had to ask Colin something:
'Why did you come with me?'.
'Only because I wanted to go with you'."

Wo!

the ending for final fantasy 9 is so good

i think ff9 is my favorite, it trumps all else

character development was great, love story was great, man it was just great mann mannn, what will i do now

Its morning

crap its morning, aghaghaghagahghag i hate school, everything about it EVERYTHING

im feeling good

though today sucked haha i feel gooood though

ok

i want to blog, but, about what haha nothing nothing

i hate sonics really, i dont understand how everyone likes it

uh, what else

nghia left his immobilization notice in my room, and its really bothering me that its here
mannn i cant blog

so

someone edited anthony greens voice, to make it sound low

No no no

crap, i dont want this feeling ahh

i need to just turn on the light and clear my mind, why is no one on tokbox...

"If you love him so much

then why did you marry me"

i NEED

A FF!

doo doo

no final fantasys!

so i am left with two options, get it online

or

heart of darkness?


idkidk

crap

i fell asleep so good haha but i woke up to a call from kim, i was about to go back to sleep but my brother came in and said "hey man, why are you sleeping on the couch, go sleep in your room"
so i went upstairs and he was there with maiya and it took them like 15 minutes to leave, so after a while of trying to go back to sleep, right when i was just dozing off nesly called


...now i cant sleep

I guess i have to post it too

FANTASTIC

Wow

i just got put in my place

im a little bitch

Wow

My brother has really been acting like a little bitch lately

Air War

life is one way, then its another

i hate the feeling that i get, when i think its like... ashdafg i cant organize my thoughts


i sit down and a feeling comes up in my brain, it feels like, the same way it did once in the past. For those few seconds im truly in the past its ludicrous. I hate it, because it makes me feel sad for some reason, like now isnt the same as it was then, and there is no way of changing that and i want THEN so much more than i want NOW. its complicated and confusing

Stayed up all night last night

i didnt even want to though, i was tired as doo doo

Zoom zoom zoom

The idea of weekend sounds nice right now. man, i just slept all day, and now i cant sleep, mann mannn mannnn

Kurds

It must be buried somewhere under the heart, that makes

today, hmm B days, are much better. At least i have someone cool to sit with every block, whether its a good friend or not its much better. Band wont be bad either. I hate peoples reactions when they find out im in band, its annoying. Oceanography will be annoying but funny, Lunch was good but I will get early release. I just found out, if i hadn't left school yesterday i would have had math analysis with Eileen and Rachel and idk someone else i dont remember. It gives me more faith in A days.

went to a new bible study today, was nice. people are starting to mistake me for matt again, its weird, it hasnt been that way since i was a freshman

Its just its just its just

this school year is starting badly, if B days are miraculous maybe i will be saved, maybe, or if i get the opportunity to change my lunch, it can be done, i have a plan.

I truly hate

school

I can't

sleeeeeep! this is what i get for staying up so late at Chris's house

everything i was excited for

just got crushed

Chris James Eaton

i will be going to your house in 2 hours and 30 minutes
i will show up with chocolate and goodies
i will enjoy a very nice bonfire and be happy
yes, very nice indeed

I HAVE TO

poop, really really bad

People

people get mad easy
people dont forgive
people get carried away
people insult and pay no attention to it
people lie
people make mistakes
people twist and turn things
people linger
people are bitter
people love and turn to hate
people judge
people are self righteous
people are arrogant
people are ignorant
people cheat
people break hearts
people are terrible